News Page 10 llic lilue Banner — Sening the University of North Carolina at Asheville since 1982 November 17, 2OO51 Vietnam veteran shares stories about life after war By Lisa Gillespie Writer He hobbles out onto the porch with only one leg remaining, his beard speckled white with age. He served the United States govern ment for two tours in Vietnam, almost 20 years in the army, has worked as a head chef and has 12 children all over the world. Today, Earl Gray pushes himself for two hours to the streets of downtown Asheville in his wheel chair and asks for money, the only way he will be able to put food on the table. One-third of the adult homeless population has served their coun try in the Armed Services, and about 250,000 veterans live in shelters or on the street. Many vet erans are considered at-risk because of living conditions in motels, poverty and lack of sup port from family, according to the Florida Department of Veteran Affairs. “I get up and get cleaned. I get in my wheelchair and try to get money for food. Sometimes I get money, sometimes I do not. When I do, I go buy f(X)d and go home,” Gray said. “You find out where kindness is. They tell you to get a job, and you just look at them and laugh. If they only knew.” Veterans of the Vietnam-era con tain more disabled members than of any other war, about 24.8 per cent, according to the North Carolina Division of Aging and Adult Services. One of the con tributing factors to this is Agent Orange, one of the herbicides sprayed from giant C-123 cargo planes to destroy the forests and fields that gave cover to the Viet Cong fighters. “Agent Orange has caused a lot of problems,” Gray said. “They are not saying it is from that. I have a tumor in the back of my head that they say cannot be removed. I have two knots in my stomach as well. I have not gone back to the doctor to find out what they are becau.se 1 don’t want to know. 1 just do not want to know.” In 2(K)2 and 2(X)3, an estimated eight percent (two million) of male veterans aged 18 or older were dependent on or abusing alcohol or illicit drugs, according to the Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration. There is sufficient evidence of an association between Agent Orange and the ailments of chron ic leukemia, Hodgkin’s disease and suggestive evidence for prostate cancer, type two diabetes, neuropathy, brain tumors, stomach cancer and rectal cancer, accord ing to the National Academies. Eleven million gallons were poured over South "Vietnam from 1961 to 1971, over 10 percent of the country, according to BBC News. “Pain is something I live with,” Gray said. “After a while, you block it out. It is not going any where. I wake up, 1 hurt. I go to bed, 1 hurt. 1 am suffering from Agent Orange. They never ana lyzed what it would do to the human body. I have had 17 opera tions, three on my stomach, five on my left leg and six on the right, the leg that I lost. “After I came home, 1 was pro moted to Private First Class,” Gray said. “1 started to work on detail ing cars and then 1 worked in Charlotte at IBM. Then I went to work at Carolina’s Medical Center and the UNC-Charlotte as head chef. Then 1 became disabled. I had two heart attacks and a stroke. I used to be on drugs because of the pain of everything. By the time 1 realized where 1 was at with it, I was stuck. 1 messed my life up and I’m trying to get it back together.” The largest category of veterans on the compensation scale is at 10 percent disability ($108 per month), and depending upon the disability rating of the veteran, monthly allowances for a spouse range from $39 to $94, according to the Office of VA Affairs. “1 am trying to go through the VA Hospital to get her (Gray’s wife) to take care of me and be compensated for it,” Gray said. “I am fighting the VA Board because I have not been compensated for losing my leg. I have to go to Winston-Salem to meet with the VA Board. But I don’t have the funds to get the bus fare and stay in a motel. If I reschedule, it will be another six to eight months before they can see me.” Currently, the number of home less male and female Vietnam vet erans is greater than the number of service persons who died during that war, according to the Florida Department of VA Affairs. “I simply asked him if he could spare some change. He said, ‘Boy, I will never feed a n*****. I’m sending my money overseas.’ I will never forget it, it hurt. He did n’t have to do that,” Gray said. “When I came back from Vietnam, we were called baby killers and n*****s. What people did not understand was that we were just following orders. We thought we were doing the right thing, serving our country.” Gray’s family of sharecroppers moved from Spartanbuig to Asheville in 1956 for better job opportunities. He served in Texas, twice in Vietnam, Germany and Alaska. “I clear about $1,5(X) a month,” he said. “When we lost our home, we lived in motels and that is where most of our money went. I got caught up in the system. We lost our place and our money. They can say whatever they want. I spend my money trying to sur vive. Right now we do not have anything but each other.” Gray went to Stephens-Lee, Western North Carolina’s only secondary school for blacks for many decades. He dropped out six weeks before graduation because of an altercation with a teacher. “I knew if I went home, my mother would kill me, we had already bought my cap and gown and it was quite expensive,” Gray said. “So I left and joined the army. I have 12 kids all over the world. I have three step-kids and five godchildren. Racism is a lot better than it was years ago. Racism was a real problem. But like everything it changes, but it still exists.” Gray’s wife, Cheleste McCeure Chalk, has chromes disease, diabetes and arthritis, and is trying to be claimed as Gray’s caretaJeer. They live with Gray’s brother and his 16- year-old step-son lives with his moth er because of their cuirent situation. “I have worked at hospitals, but all of a sudden these sicknesses started to happen,” Chalk said. “I have always worked, that is what my mother taught me. I am a seeing-aid by trade. Between getting my medi cine and medical care, the money goes by quick each month.” Adam Hillberry — Staff Photografw| Earl Gray served two tours in Vietnam during the war. Today he pushes himself around the streets of downtown Asheville in his wheel ] chair, asking for money in order to put food on his table. SOA CONTINUED FROM PAGE 1 Diversity CONTINUED FROM PAGEll Quitting cold turkey alone can be difficult. years,” Mashbum said. 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