I OCTOBER 5, 1992 FEATURES 7 ii — — Jordan Reflects on Football, Looks Toward Graduation only two schools that I thought about going to besides Caro lina. I chose Carolina be cause this is somewhere that I always wanted to go. It’s a great University as for academics, and I’ve made friends here that I will cherish for a lifetime. That’s two main reasons I think it’s been a healthy decision on my part” Butalthough Randy Jordan heads for daylight roommate at the time, and they were friends. She didn’t pay me any mind, and plus I kind of igged her every time she would come to the room. But wc ended up just talking one af ternoon, and it took off from there.” But for now, Jordan’s main objective is to “graduate like 1 said I would.” By Tia Webster Ink Staff Writer It all started with a group of little boys playing backyard foot ball. Later, one of those boys, senior Randy Jordan, joined his first organized football team in the seventh grade at Norlina Middle School in Manson, N.C. as tailback, and has played the same position since. With a little help during his earlier years from his Uncle Johnathan Valentine, Jordan has become one of the leading tailbacks at Carolina. “When I started off, heused to try and encourage me and coach me and just sit me asicfe and give me pointers aboutfootball. I think that had a real big influence on my football career.” But Carolina was not the only school thatwelcomedthisyoung, talented tailback. “I visited Wake Forest and that was one major school that wanted me, and I also visited Alabama. Those are the COMMUNITY Cont. from page 14 bur behalf. We must use our jobs in the various classrooms and offices across this campus as a means of expression on behalf of what is right. IWhen we “knock” like this, in our jown way, we awaken those who are psieep and encourage those who are demoralized regarding racial injus- pce at Carolina. For those of you who may mis- ^enly think that the purpose of Elis appeal is to engage in some sort f anti-white, anti-administration latribe, here is something that must be said to Carolina’s African- lAmerican community that surely ^' ill be labeled by some as anti- plack: Because all of us (particularly, African Americans) have a respon sibility to participate in the struggle f' lr racial injustice at Carolina, all of lis must have the freedom to express bur views without fear of threat, Jordan has made many friends, there is one special friend that secures a space place in his heart He is en gaged to Romonda Baxter, who Uke Jordan, is a Senior majoring in Speech Communicaticms. “We met in summer school and sanction, harassment and either be ing labeled “too black” or “not black enough” because of our views. The responsibility to speak out must be free to us all, and yet, the freedom to speak must be used responsibly by us all as well. You see, just as long as we share the same end goal —the attainmentof racial injustice—then let us accept our minor differences on strategies and tactics. In so do ing, we refuse to engage in the ulti mate “Black on Black crime” of oppressing each other as others have so often oppressed us. Therefore, it is dismaying to note that Carolina’s African-American community is more and more com ing to resemble Los Angeles’ Black community before and during the insurrection/riot of this past Spring. In Los Angeles, justifiable anger about the ideology of White su premacy often took on unfocused and irresponsible forms of expres sion that were not functionally re lated to attaining the goal of racial justice. Here, the same thing is hap pening within Carolina’s African- American community also. Right it look off from there. In actuality, it’s funny because when I think about it, she didn’t like me the first time she met me because when I don’t know you I’m a very moody person. She used to come and visit Chuckie Burnette, who was my now, ideologues, hale-mongers, and the emotionally unstable are engag ing in the lowest forms of dema- goguery, terrorism and character assassination against other Black folks for the crime of (allegedly) holding divergent points of thought about how (not whether) to achieve racial injustice. Of course, all this is done in the name and cover of “lov ing Black people”. If White people attacked members of the black com munity in this same way, we would be justifiably outfaged. Yet, we cast a blind eye when the crime is “Black on Black”. Blacks who love other blacks do not assassinate one an other. Instead, they seek direct dia logue and understanding with the brother or sister with whom they have a disagreemen t and U7 to mo ve on. To those who struggle with this idea, please (re)read the lasi few chapters of The Autobiography of Malcolm X. Insidiously playing this game of “system-beating” as an inappropri ate coping response to the ideology of white supremacy allows irrespon sible behavior in our community to Many students recall the crucial year in 1990whenJordan wasforced to miss the entire season due to a shoulder injury. “It was a setback when it first happened, but now that I look back at it, and I ’ ve gotten a year under my go unspoken to and unchecked. For, if the “system-beater” and his/her behavior is confronted by whiles, the whites are AUTOMATICALLY accused of being racist, manipu lated by feehngs of guilt or fear, and dismissed. End of discussion. If the same behavior is confronted by those in the black community, the confronlerisREJT^EXlVELY writ ten-off as an “Uncle Tom,” made 10 feel guilty or fearful and similarly dismissed. End of discussion. Thus, the perpetrator has it both ways. They are accountable to no one, and, by definition, cannot be a truly responsible speaker or leader, no matter how well they are able to fan our fears or pander to our pain. Let all of us in the Black community commit to putting a stop to this behavior NOW! Ultimately, we must hold the leaders of the black community largely accountable for our collec tive rise or demise. If our leaders foster undue division within the community or “sell us out” to other communities, we must remove them and replace them with those who belt, and I’m playing now, the injury made me appreciate foot ball more. I realize now that at any time, atany point when you’re on that field, football can be over within the blink of an eye.” This may be the reason why Jordan does everything in foot ball for the crowd. He gets a rush from being in front of a large crowd and playing ACC teams. “But I think the biggest rush I get, and I haven’t done it yet this season, but I hope it’ll come soon, is scoring,” Jordan said. “ Last year when I scored, I would just run in the end zone and lay the ball down. Usually there’s a crowd in the end zone and 1 ’d just high five the first person I could get to just to let them know ‘thank you for coming to the game.’” “When 1 score, 1 try to do it for the fans because 1 think the fans arc real crucial in football.” can do better. When they do right by us, we also must give them our full support and insist that they be lis tened to and rcspected by those within and beyond the black com munity. Remember, our leaders need to be a refiection of our best selves and we alone are responsible for holding them accountable to this standard. In closing, it is clear that each member of this campus commu nity—administrators, faculty, staff and students of all races— must seek racial justice and redemption from the impact of the ideology of white supremacy. Through a pro cess of intense introspection and mediation, contrition, dialogue and action, we can rise above the insan ity that currently grips this campus and move with honor into the sun rise of the 21 St century. Dr. Clifford II. Charles is chair of the Black Facuity!Staff Caucus here on campus.