ZION’S LANDMARKS 149 ^\'erc not looking for and in a way at 'war with the flesh ! this is the worm wood and the gall, my soul hath them still in remembrance and is humbled in me, therefore have I hope. (Sam.) He e.xpected rlie prophet to do some thing great for him, to stand and call on the Lord, to strike his hand over the place, and such like—no doubt but that was the way the conjurors •did in Syria. Naaman would have felt much gratified by such works, would have felt that he tvas conferring great honor on the prophet by giving him the opportunity to make such demonstrations ; but it was Naaman who must be humbled, and not the prophet; Christ is to be exalted in the cleansing of lepers, and not the ..epers. That is the great difficulty now, and it was when Christ wms here, the .Jews would not receive him, be cause he did not come according to their fleshly expectations, for had he so come they would have received nim; but he could not so come and glorify God, nor could they have glorified God in so receiving him. ~tu(i w'tn-ig nas ever since oeen trying to teach a doctnne that wilf enable a sinner to receive Christ Without a change, to receive him in Syria, and what profit would such a reception be to them ? They have proposed to endow men With ft'orldly learning until they shall be able to present Christ in such | lovely colors that the natural man will receive him, which would be sim ply exalting man and abasing Christ —and this doctrine the world loves; and if the prophet had preached such doctrine to Naaman, lie wmuld have gladly received it, but it would never have cleansed him—there is some thing in the truth beside the flesh, in fact the flesh is not in it all. | A/'c not Adana and P/turpu?', i rivers of Damascus, better than the | waters of Jordan ? How natural, | Oecauso at war with the word—the’ word said Jordan, and why not then j Jordan as wellas AbanaandPharpar? ' because it cuts us from tbc flesh that we may worship God in the spirit, rejoice in Christ and have no confi dence ill the flesh. Naamau’s heart ■was at war -with the word,’ but the word must triuwiph ere he is cleansed —therew'asaway that.see*cdrighi, to him, in Abana and Pharpar, but’the word was not there, not the word of the prophet; those streams might honor the flesh, but they would not honor the word. Put Jordan is but water, as Abana and i harpar, but in Jordan the word has the victory, and in Abana the flesh has the victory. You might pray the publican’s prayer, and say God be merciful to me, a sinner, with the spirit of the Pharisee who boasted of his righteousness, and would the words make a difference between you and the Pharisee ? Of course no person would in these days use the Pharisee’s words in prayer ; because his prayer was condemned, but I have no doubt but that thousands have confessed with their lips and said be merciful to me, a sinner, thinking the confession was a mmi- torious work in the sight of God, which was but offering the saciflfice of the wicked, which is an abomination in his sight, which is going clown in Abana and Pharpar, which is coming in the flesh, and under that influence the cleansing will never come, be cause it is not coming to Christ but to the flesh. So if Naaman had gone down in Abana and Pharpar seven times or seventy times seven, it would never have cleansed him, for he coidd never have done it wiui the spirit J? the word in his heart. But his necessities were great; his leprosy was about to kill him ; and he knew that nothing of all the things ho had tried had done him any good; and he would have surely leturned to Syria and not gone down in Jor- dan, had he not have been convinced that nothing there could cure him. “To where else can wo go, for with ihec are the wo^'cls of eternal life.” What a blessed thing it is that our needs keep us at his feet; how his grace is manifested in our poverty; even when in agony we call out, and our fear is overwhelming us, his hand is extended that we may trugt in him, and not in ourselves. How thankful we feel when we are lifted out of that horrible pit. Is it not a horrible, pit ? I have been in that horrible pit since I returned from North Carolina; and I have been taken out, too—bless the Lord ! But what if Naaman bad not heeded the words of the prophet and then the words of his servants, who entreated him to go down to Jordan, would he have been cleansed ? Why certainly not, but he did heed them, as you did, and lie was not to be thanked or praised for heeding them either, any more than you or I would be worthy of being praised for swal lowing a dose of oil when we were about to die, or drinking a cup of water when our tongues were cleav ing to our mouths for thirst, or eat- ihg when wo were ready to die of hunger. Whilst, therefore, the full soul loaiheth the honeycomb, to the hungry soul every bitter thing is sweet. The Vvords spoken to him did not make h’m feel his needs, but they pointed out a remedy for his disease, tho-last remedy and the only one too, yet so hard to get to and so hard to take until taken and then so easy ! Free '.vill indeed ! how' thank ful should Naaman have been that he v/as not allowed to have his free will, and how sorry I am that I had mine as long as I did have it. Thus are we taught to pray “not my will but thine he done.” And some say, hue what if you had not prayed or gone to meeting that time, or heard that sermon, or your mother, wflion she was dying, had not talked to you, or that man had not died, or you had not got sick yourself, Avhat then, you would never have been a Christian. All true, probably, but these ivere means adapted to the end, and they w’ere just as sure to be effectual as rt-r t«X* n rj «• ‘J 7 ‘herefore tliey- were not accidental at all, no more than it Was an accident for Joseph’s brethren to hear that corn wuis in Egypt, and feeling the need of it to go after it, for they would never have gone after it if they had have had corn in their own cribs, any more than the righteous will repent and seek Christ. Therefore Naaman went down in the Jordan and came up cleansed— his leprosy was gone ! lie was as humble as a child, and in the joy of his heart he W’anted to pay for it. How can I repay the Lord for all his benefits ? J. R. RESPESS. ■ Alamanci: County, N. C., \ August 8, 1869. j Dear Brother:—It is through the goodness of a merciful God that I am become willing with my trembling hand to write to you and to all of the dear brothers and sisters some of my feelings. Ma and sisters are gone to the .A rbor to hear Brothers Daniel and Bell. I have heard them five Jays, and have been fed, consoled and built up with the sincere milk and honey. I can say bless the i Lord, 0 my soul, for w hat he has done for my soul, poor, sinful mortal as I am. 1 have been so low in the valley before, so long in despair, I will try, by the help of God, to write a part of my troubles. In the year 1851 I was in the cookhouse alone ; I was spinning some bedclothing for myself; I thought I was doing very well what I wmuld soon accoraplisii for myself, and was very merry ; al I at once these words spoke to me, saying, “You have a soul to save that is worth more to you than all ct this world’s goods ;” it came with such power that I left the wheel and sat down ; I could not stand ; I felt nervous; I never forgot that I had been very wild and lively for spor't; Ma would talk to me sometimes about doing better and not be so; 1 w’oul i rather hear anything else than re ligion ; I would go to frolics when ever I could ; other Avords sounded in my ear ; t then saAV that I was a sinner ; I could say Lord have mercy upon such a sinner as I Avas ; that 1. could do nothing wuthout the help ol God ; I Avould be justly damned. I Avent to a camp-meeting soon after ; several of my associates pi'ofessed ; I thought that I Avas left out ; that there Avas a time that I could have done better, but my day of grace had passed, and to destruction I must ■go , 'f Jef-iftho' croAv^iEnd went to tim back end of the tent, and there, I fell upon my face, and cried Lord Avhat shall I do to be saved ; I felt that I Avas forever gone. The first I recollect the croAvd Avas gathered around me singing these words : “ Coaic ye sinners, poor and needy.” Everything appeared lovely to vyhat I had seen it before, even the sun. I did not say anything, but did not take that for religion ; I thought that I Avould obtain it before I died. I came home ; it Avas said that 1 had professed, and Ma and a great many of ray relations Avould tease me ; I did not Avant any person to name it to me. I could not tell that; so I kept it to myself until the 9th of March, 18G0. I went to Person to a section meeting ; I had a thougl a tliat if 1 ever got a hope I vranted Mr. Stadler to baptize me ; the first ncAvs I heard he Avas certainly dead, died the evening before it struck ray heart, 'He Avas the pastor of env church, had been formally years ; ho was gone ; I was yet in ray sins ; for he had talked to me for several days ; I Avas in much distress; I Avas Avail ing alone and these w’ords came to me, “if ye love the brethren ye may knoAY that ye have past from death unto lifeI said bless the Lord, of my soul and ail that is in me bless bis holy name; 1 was filled Avith lov' to his church and to his people.