Qiiill and Ink NO DESSERT No sugar tonight in my coffee No sugar tonight in my tea No sugar to stand beside me No sugar to run with me -THE GUESS WHO GHOST Like a bad dream... Someone mentions your name. (Isn’t it funny how letters grouped together Could once mean so much?) As I go about my mundane business called living, I walk around in a fog of Memories all day, Unable to shake your ghost... Sitting on my shoulder... Watching everything I do. MOLLY HARTSELL UNTITLED \ A meagre mortal by a meagre sea among meagre planets of a system in a meagre galaxy But in life knowing not nearly anything within a speck of substance Oh, my Universe how I rule over you TANUJ It could only happen in America Sometime after the fact a queer frost of stygian hue crept into the renaissance and took its place silently between the legs of Mona Lisa DAVID SOUTHWOOD-SMITH PRESENCE scattered bones swinging in the air i’ve had many lives, many kingdoms many dreams, nothing matters now there’s just you & me formless, breathless, dreamy lies i wake choking on a scream let’s say we hold each other, just for awhile ’’SMILING IN ALL THE PICTURES” Playing with guns and fire drinking and smoking attempting to deal with reality... but you were smiling in all the pictures when you were young. The less faded pictures show the grin dissipating into a sardonic smirk and you are further back in all the scenes disattached and not part of anyone or anything No one takes the blame or responsibility for your unhappiness So Welcome to the Real World, filled with solipsistic visions of people causing your misery. Can’t you imagine sunny days or peace on earth? Ignorance is bliss. \ But I try to remember that once you were smiling in all the pictures. FASHION UNTITLED No need for sU"iving words painted on my heart and soul we do have something in common No need for communication bathing in conversation “You Radiate Warmth” Comfort comfort curled fetal in my arms and i dream of your kisses JON PARGAS UNTITLED A suicide is a deliberate act caring about not being cared about What difference does it make? He enjoys the moment while waiting for the death. UNTITLED I am laughing at your eyes which crinkle at the comers when you smile. I am watching your hair as the sun glints gold against the crisp blue sky. And I am falling faster than I should because of the crisp blue sky and your eyes. BONNIE BLACKBURN UNTITLED Uncle Joey kicked back in his rocking chair “Uncle Joey” I ask him “Wouldn’t life be a lot easier if everyone could win at one of those game shows? You know, like Wheel of Fortune, except that everyone gets a chance to spin the wheel.” “Everyone does get a chance to spin the wheel though, son. Both in real life and on TV. Think about it.” “Yeah Uncle Joey. But not everybody wins. If everyone won, we’d all be happy. After all, wouldn’t you be happy if you could spin that wheel and win a zillion dollars?” “I dunno, son. I’d be satisfied if I could spin for Vanna White. She sure beats the hell out of your Aunt Fay.” DAVID SOUTHWOOD-SMITH FRIGHT NIGHT Moon Full moon One eye watching my every move Trees twist and crack Under the Wizard’s cold breath The only noise now Nothing Loud nothing Trees crack again Sound shatters the frost from my mind Once again I am safe now The only reminder of the Fright Night Full moon Lump in my pants She only asked me one question, but that one question was enough to blow my quiet little world into smithereens. My first urge when she asked me this alleged question was to puke. Yes indeed, just to puke my rotten, putrid guts out. “Why”, she asked me,her eyes burning with the tell-tale curiosity of a young girl about to lose her virginity,”Why do they call you The Alien?” I immediately began to sweat For this was the question that I myself had managed to avoid for the first 23 years of my life. I knew now that I could avoid it no longer. However, I managed to appear calm, cool, and collected. If there’s one thing that I’ve learned in life it’s this: There’s nothing wrong with sugar, it’s the people who eat it- Keeping this smug knowledge to myself, I laughed ,”Where on earth did you hear that?”. But it was a short, quick, awkward laugh and my lover didn’t miss a U'ick. Suddenly I began to burst with convul sive, hysterical, crazed laughter. The laughter of a mad-man. “Alfred?” “Alfred?” “Alfred? Alfred? Alfred?” Finally I could stand it no longer. “What?!!” I shouted, the onions from my lunch still fresh on my breath. I saw how frightened my lover looked. I immediately calmed down. Besides, I knew if I didn’t treat her kindly I wouldn’t get any dessert. No dessert. No dessert. No dessert. No dessert. No dessert. No dessert. Ever again. And I’m sorry folks but I just couldn’t handle that. No indeedy. RUTHECKLES UNTITLED You are a Goddess and i am stone i scribble these few lines for Your Eyes alone it would have been sooner but they just wouldn’t come for You are a Goddess and i am stone TODD SHIFFLET BONNIE BLACKBURN JOHN NULL JON PARGAS