gepteinber 15, 1989 Xhg Lance Quill & Ink Page 5 alone in a rcxdm of people My feeling is strange and lonely. As the time now haunts me 1 unveil my heart and soul. But now it condemns me. For I am lost in a world that changes, when 1 do not. 1 stand facing my written destiny- Ihe one I wrote myself. A person alone that is ridiculed For what she has done, and what she has not. Why do I not see what I have seen? For all I have now are the memories, but they are soon to deceive me. Why do 1 feel this way? I don't give up! I stand strong or am I weak? Mind is gone and soul confused; Why so different from where we started or where we finished? I bleed for the answer. For what I do not know. —me THE POEM FIELDS In The Poem Fields With You, Poem-Woman, (Friend) We Feel The Responsibility Of The Earth That Is Love When You Brand Your Feelings To The Page, Poem-Woman, Pull Your Soul Up By The Roots And Say: Run Free Run Free In The Flollowed-Out Back Of An Old Dead Oak An Emerald Fern Grows Strong: Life Follows Death In The Poem Fields I Hear The Hurt In Your Laughter Poem, Woman (Friend) Also: The Smiles In Your Tears JELLO DREAM ONE Cherry flavored raspberry gue Sticky liquid orange Bouncy green sticking to me and you We roll around from room to room Indulging our imaginations and fantasies Sliding down a blackberry flume Let's see what exotic things we might try Does black cherry or lemon exci te ? Let's suck blueberry watermelon to get high Or perhaps cover each other with powdered lime Then dive into a ten-foot block of peach And eat our way out taking our time We've everything you'd want right here A kiwi sky and a pineapple river Where melon men unload the ships at the pier Let's dance upon a banana stage And wade in the grape sea Then make love in a pear cage Oh what a thrilling place to be This holiday retreat where reality reigns And we forget the allusions we normally see Let's lose ourselves in this fruity land Let's hike up apple hills And dig our toes in tangerine sands We plunge into plum And slowly we become aroused As I long for you to come We drift apart on comequat clouds And long for the touch of each other Our desires running wild We crash to the calamondan ground And crawl to each other through coconut plains And hold each other neither making sound Our bodies entwined You tenderly lay me in loquat fields And together perfection we find Mary Cay IN A QUIET PLACE As I Make Music In A Quiet Place You My Sometime Friend Make Perfect Folly For Troubled Cries And Trade Hot Spunk For Her Sweet Sighs As You Make Music In A Quiet Place I Your Sometime Friend Swim Deep For Pears Of Wondrous Size And Steal Your Borrowed Judas Eyes In A Quiet Place Under A Cardboard Sky You My Anytime Friend Make Our Bed In The Shade Of Trees And Raise Our Fort With Sand And Dreams AUGUST 8 Tonight the sandy waves brought you back And for a moment you touched me and smiled and in the rush of the surf I heard you say, "The world needs poets." It was beautiful for a moment and then the tide carried you away again And it saddens me to know that you didn't. Jennifer hitch AUGUST 17 swirling in the summer air beyond and past and into lands unknowing feeling nothing but the swirling summer wind wrap up against the mountain and away above the faded fountain of some fortgotten lifetime when living was laughter and love raining down and swirling up iinto a summer breeze jennifer hitch David Southwood-Smith David Southwood-Smith