February 17, 1969 N.C. ESSAY Page 3 HOW LONG CAN A WALL ^ST? Look around you. Take a good, long look. People drawn together by a common bond of Individuality.. drawn to a place where they are re- congnized for what thav can do and what they are outside the strict standards established for them by society. The magnetism of the School of the Arts attracts those who share a dedication to their ta lents and their minds; those who seek freedom to be what they choose to be without the fear of society’s frown find their refuge here. They come with their sorrows clutched in their hands; they learn, they love, they share, and they turn their sor rows into beauty. Within the boundaries of this sometimes turbulent campus, the pri son wall of Accepted Behavior is tom down, brick by brick, and a new more flexible wall of individual be havior patterns is built to replace it. This wall - or gate - offers a security and a strangely stormy peace that we could not find else where. Moral codes and personal concepts that invite skepticism and or lack of toleration in the Outside are accepted and understood here. Impulse rules. The will is un chained and allowed to express it self without the hypocrasy that cor rupts beauty. Love dominates: love PROBLEM X By Jeffrey Haynes I have travelled beyond the heavens where the stars have disap peared and the darkness has fled. I am somewhere, I am nowhere, I am real, I am not real; I am unsure. Thrusting myself upward from my natural state, my journey has com menced. My spirit is me and I am gone. I have been consumed in some thing called 'time' which is really an hallucination of now, then and will be. This 'time' is no longer my imagination, 'time' is God (I use this term to mean ultimate.) Time moves, events that have past have been channeled, they're not gone. I know this because I en tered this channel, but unfortunate ly my memory escapes me and I shall explain why. Moving into the events of the past, I found what history texts have long dictated, but as I moved further back strange occuren ces began to happen. It could be described as a sort of a trembling sensation, but it wasn't, it was more of a loss of identity. This happened because I reached a gap in time in which my spirit didn't exist and I realized that I must be reach ing the beginning. Through intense thought of self and want I (as time) (aon 't on page 4) by Tony Sparger of one's art, love and appreciation of the skills and labors of oneself and of others, love of each other, and love of ourselves. This unin hibited love and open expression of same is so much a part of the ar tist's learning growing process; without it, he and his work are stifled. Yet, in the midst of this happy reflection, we must stop and ask ourselves how long we can hold on to this security. People come and go., and come back again, searching for the renewed confidence that the bleak Beyond wrenched from them. A great part of the efforts of this school is to instill in us that con fidence so that adverse circumstance cannot take it from us. In spite of n€UJ SPORTS Dessert snatching is the most popular sport on the N.C.S.A. cam-- pus. The regulated one-dessert-per-' person does not stop the skinny bas-i soonist, Michael McCraw (Reggie),; our sportsman this week. His world record is six desserts in one sit ting—all snatched under the not that careful eyes of Mrs. Walker! Congratulations Reggie? Last week's sportsman, Randy Ellis was challenged this week by Richard Buckley. Randy caught a green jello cube in his mouth at the distance of fourty-two feet, thus maintaining his title. To the sur prise of some, Richard's mouth seemed smaller. Until next week sports fanSi I remain your I^.C.S.A. Sports Editor^ Martha Amper YE STUDENTS OF BEGINNINGS !! Oh, ye great old students of begin nings , When will you break your cliques? Will it be after everything is gone and all you've done is bitch? Oh, ye grand old students of begin nings . Will there ever be a year like the first? Or will you always turn your pom pous noses up at the new? Oh, ye stilted old students of be ginnings . It makes me puke to see you in your little group. All believing that no one can under stand but you. Don't bitch; because you are part of the reason for the retrogresion of a dream at N.C.S.A. Open up and give a little if you're really interested in what you sulk about! our sheltered realities here, we must accept that there is a crueler and more rigid reality outside. And we cannot escape it. We cannot walk the fields of freedom forever fol lowed closely behind by our private realities. Society will try to ig nore us into submission; only the inhumanly strong and determined can overcome. 'Tis a consideration to be met full face, tackled with forewarning, and fought until victory decides. CONTEMPORARY SYM=OS *M (oon't from page 1) All sessions will be held in the auditorium of Main Hall at the School of the Arts, and they are open to the public without charge. Buketoff will conduct the Pied mont Chamber Orchestra and will at tend all sessions. The chamber or chestra is composed of the Clarion Wind Quintet, the Claremont String Quartet (both in residence at the School of the Arts), the Ciompi String Quartet (in residence at Duke University) and other professional musicians of the area. The Piedmont Chamber Orchestra was created by a grant from the Rockefeller Foundation which was presented to the School of the Arts for the purpose of creating a pro fessional chamber orchestra which would be available for tours throughout the southeastern region of the United States. The grant was given also to serve composers of the southeastern region through reading sessions and performances of their work, which is resulting in the Symposium of Con temporary Music. Composers of the 18 scores which were chosen for reading at the symposium are: Carl Alette of Mo bile, Ala.; John Baker of Winthrop College at Rock Hill, S.C.; Eddie Bass of the University of North Car olina at Greensboro; Gary Buchanan of Sanford, a student at the School of the Arts; Philippe Buhler of the School of the Arts; William Duck worth of Wilson; John Duncan of Ala bama State College at Montgomery; Keith Gates of Lake Charles, La., a student at the School of the Arts; Dwight Gustafson of Bob Jones Uni versity at Greenville, S.C.; Roger Hannay of the University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill; Robert Hen- sel of Richmond, Ky.; Mark Hughes of Hattiesburg, Miss.; Jeffrey King of Athens College at Athens, Ala; Don ald Maclnnis of Chamblee, Ga., mem ber of the Atlanta Symphony Orches tra; Frederick Mueller of Morehead State University at Morehead, Ky.; Margaret Sandresky of Salem College at Winston-Salem; Sherwood Shaffer of the School of the Arts; and Ro bert Stewart of Washington and Lee University at Lexington, Va. ,