.TOM ?e WHHIK The Love of Two Men By MEREDITH SCHOLL v (Associated Newspapers ? WNU Service.) ESTHER sometimes thought it would be better, easier to bear, if Ralph, her husband, would give the thing a name that was eating away at his vitals, robbing him of everything she had once loved and admired. Jealousy! She knew that's what It was. She saw it gleaming in his eyes whenever she mentioned the name of Mel Raymond. Mel had once been her lover. He had made it possible for her to satis fy a whim by giving her the oppor tunity to go on the stage. She had failed miserably, had been glad to abandon thoughts of a career and marry Ralph. But Mel had been her lover, loved her now. Oi the latter she was sure, though since her marriage to Ralph she saw him only on rare occasions. Ralph knew Mel still loved her. The knowledge tormented him, because he was al ways afraid she might return his affection. At first she let him think so. It was curiously satisfying to her vanity to see him made miser able because of her. But after ? while it became annoy ing to feel that she was under sur veillance at all times. Unjustly she "Darllngl" He came toward her, (ripped her arms, hesitated, look ing deep Into her eyes. laid the blame on Ralph. It didn't occur to her that the situation was the result of her own selfish desire to be amused. And at last she had flared out at him. "H I'm ever unfaithful to you it will be your own fault! 'You don't trust me! You never have! You've been suspicious of me since the day we were married!" "Only because you led me to be lieve that your interest in Mel Ray mond was not dead." he told her bitterly. "You gloated over the fact that he still loves you!" Esther's cheeks went white. "So! You were jealous of Mel!" She lot slowly to her feet, "Very well, Ralph, now I will give you real cause to be jealous. I'm going back ! to Mel - Ralph stood in the center of the floor and watched her put on her hat and coat. She -didn't trust her self to look at him, but his eyes were like two hot points of light piercing her soul. She went out, slamming the door. From the veranda she glimpsed htm still standing there, and a little shudder passed through her. There was a light in Mel's apart ment. She paused for a moment in the lower hall to regain her com posure and dab at her nose with a powder pufT. She was glad now that she had never permitted Mel's love to die. He was waiting for her in the hall when .she stepped from the elevator. "Esther!" His eyes devoured her. She gave him her hand and led him back into the apartment. ?'Mel, I've come to you. You've always wanted me, and now I've come!" "Darling!" He came toward her, gripped her arms, hesitated, looking deep Into her eyes. "Ralph? You've ? left him?" "For good!" "Why?" Esther sat down on the arm of ? chair. She looked up at him, and then away again. "I don't love him. He's become overbearing." "But ? " Mel frowned, gnawing his lip, studying her closely. "The man loves you, Esther. My love for you has tormented him ever since you were married." "He deserved to be tormented. He deserves ? this." She fell silent, waiting. Mel lighted a cigarette. "Esther, yon didn't come to me because you loved me. You came to avenge Ralph." "What difference does it make* You've wanted me. You've always wanted me. Now I'm here. What else matters?" He (hook his head sadly. "A lot else, Esther. It's true that I've al ways loved you. I still do. But I don't want you this way." She looked up, alarmed, fearful. "Mel! You don't mean?" "You don't respect my love, Es ther. You endured it once for a career. You're using Jt now to aveofe your husband." He paused. "You couldn't Insult me any more completely, my dear. I'm sorry? taj love Isn't your kind." Esther stood lip and faced him. Tfcare was contempt and scorn In her eyes. "So! That's all your love has meant! It wasn't me you want ed, it was ? " "Your love. But I can see that you don't understand, my dear, and I'm afraid you never will. In fact, you're rather a disappointment." Her eyes flamed. For a moment li decision held her. But Mel was calm and unwavering, a little smile on his lips, pity in his eyes. Pityl She shuddered, turned abruptly and fled. Outside she tried to marthal her senses. Anger and humiliation burned at her soul, yet gradually these emotions were dimmed, forced into the background by a more per sistent something. Fear. Fear that Ralph might not take her back, might not want her. Fear because of what she' had done, because it would justify whatever course of action he might choose to take. A taxi deposited her in front of her own home. Relief surged through her as she saw that a light still burned in the library. He was still there, then. Probably wait ing, hoping, longing for her return. Probably sunk into the depths of despair and misery. A wave of sym pathy possessed her. Perhaps she had been a little hard. After >11, it wasn't right to toy with a man's love. She'd have to change, make Ralph happier. Redeem herself In his eyes. Make amends. Repair the damage. Atone for her sins. The idea appealed to her. The fear that she had known during the taxi ride began to be replaced by confidence, a certain pride and satis faction because of her admission and resolve. She would go to Ralph, tell him that she had reconsidered, realized now that her love for him was greater than all else, that she had resolved to prove it to him. He would believe. He would be eager to believe. She pictured the grate ful, bumble look of his face, and smiled to herself. Her feelings were similar to those of a benefactor, a philanthropist. ? She mounted the steps, let herself into the hall, glimpsed the back of Ralph's head as he sat before the library fire. She paused before the mirror to add a touch of color to her cheeks. Then she went to Ralph. Ralph did not turn when she spoke to him, and so she came up from be hind, caressed his hair with her hand, stooped to kiss him on the cheek? stooped and suddenly felt herself overcome by nausea, felt ber throat go dry, choking off the invol untary scream of borror that strug gled to be free. Swaying uncertainly she stared, fascinated, horrified by the wound. ' at the blood that had streamed down his face and t\ad dried into a crust on his shirt front. She saw the gun lying on the floor near the chair | She saw the stark, lifeless eyes of Ralph staring at her. And at last she screamed; a sound that bespoke remorse and regret and wild hope less longing; a sound that reverber ated against the walls of the room and was flung back mockingly against her ears. : Husband and Wife Often Have Same Life Span Sentimentalists believe that hus bands and wives get to look alike. And some do. But only the most ro mantic sentimentalists suspected that man and wife tend to die of the same non-infectious diseases. Nev ertheless, this startling suggestion was sprung recently in the formal "Proceedings of the National Acad emy of Sciences." by Statistician Antonio Ciocco of the U. S. Public Health Service. Laboriously Dr. Ciocco examined the death certificates of 2.S71 couples who died non-accidentally In Wash ington county, Md., during the years 1898 to 1938. His findings: Husband and wife frequently have the spme life span. To explain this fait. Dr. Ciocco was driven to "vague but understandable terms." Marriage, said he, brings "pairings ... of individuals having a similar degree of vitality or resistance to fatal pathological processes." And they both live In the same environ ment "There is a tendency for marital partners to die from the same cause when one of the mates dies from either tuberculosis, influenza and pneumonia, cancer or heart dis eases." ? If one partner suffers from rheu matic heart disease (which doctors suspect is infectious), the other might conceivably catch it. But most other forms of heart trouble are or ganic, non-infectious. As far as doc tors know, so is cancer. Why hus bands and wives should suffer these diseases together is a great mystery. Dr. Ciocco, who as a statistician Is no sentimentalist, flnds the mystery "immediately discouraging." Saving Tires Motorists need not curtail their motoring to conserve rubber, if they drive properly, according to Frank E. Ballantyne, general manager of the Automobile Club of Philadelphia. Tires can be made to last longer, he said, by keeping the proper amount of air In the tires, proper wheel alignment, driving at moder ate speeds, avoiding quick decelera tion and turns and shifting of tires occasionally to get even wear. Meet the Pot Roast ? Juicy and Tender (See Recipes Below.) Savory Meals Pep up the personality of your bieals by serving meats more often as the weather become* frost nlpped and cold er. Meats are sy nonymous with good, wholesome, hearty meals be cause they're sat lsfying and filling. Meat sets good tone to the meal and rounds It out to give you ? sense of complete ness when you've finished eating. Meat Is honest and straightfor ward both in flavor and purpose. Its abundance of vitamins and min erals really come through and give you sustaining energy. All in all meat contains nine out of the thir teen food essentials of a normal diet: First la protein and meat'* pro teins are complete. They help to build or repair body tissues which you wear down every day and keep you on good maintenance leveL It has iron the oxygen carrier, copper. Iron's partner and the builder of hemoglobin. Meat has phosphorus that helps calcium in building good teeth and bones and helps give you energy. Meat has fat, too, producer of more energy and heat As for vitamins, meat is an im portant source of, four: vitamin A, the resistance and growth vitamin; thiamin (vitamin Bl) which helps the body translate sugars and starches into energy; riboflavin, of which meat is the top source, that helps prevent nervous disorders, and finally nicotinic acid, which prevents a nervous digestive disorder known as pellagra. Fortunately for economy's sake, the lower-priced cuts of meat are just as good for these minerals and vitamins as the higher-priced ones. T(vlav'? rnli lmn t? gives you tricks and tips on how you can use them for savory meals and have them juicy, tender, and full of flavor. i irsi can is lor poi roasi wnicn you can make just as desirable as the best steaks and chops: ' 'Pot Roast With Vegetable*. Wipe meat with a damp cloth. Brown In hot (at and add one or two (mall onions sliced to meat while it is browning. Season meat with salt and pepper. Combine V4 cup catsup with 1 cup hot water and add to meat. Place in a roaster or cast iron skillet or pot, cover tightly, and allow to simmer gently 45 minutes to the pound. Add more water if necessary. Whole carrots and onions may be added to the meat and cooked with it the last 45 minutes of the cooking period. LYNN SAYS: You're going to sell nutrition to your family not Just because of its virtues but by attractively gar nished, well-cooked food. Here's how: ' Whenever possible serve the vegetables with the meat as browned potatoes, whole carrots, browned onions, These can be placed around the meat for ef fective coloring Radish roses with parsley brighten almost any kind of meat platter. Spinach, chopped, seasoned and mixed with white sauce can be made into nests or mounds and served around meat. Baby beets may be scooped and filled with green peas served around the meat or on a plat ter by themselves. Ham can be scored in circles tor a change by using a small cookie cutter and a maraschino cherry placed in each circle. Cir cles look best if they overlap.. Bananas or pineapple slices broiled make a tantalizing ac companiment to baked ham, roast beef or lamb chops. Slices of orange topped with a smaller slice of jelly is excellent for meat platters. THIS WEEK'S MENU ?Pot Roast Carrot* Browned Potatoei . Apple, Celery, Raisin Salad Bread and Butter - Beverage Baked Custard, Strawberry Jam Sugar Cookie* ?Recipe given Veal is tender and delicate and de serves careful cooking. Breaded Veal Cutlet*. (Serves 6) 2 pound* veal iteak, cut in t piece* 1 egg Cornflake crumb* 1 amall onion, chopped Salt and pepper 4 tablespoons lard ... 1 No. 2tt can of tomatoes Dip pieces of meat into the egg and cornflake crumbs which have been seasoned with salt and pepper. Brown In hot lard on both sides, us ing a heavy frying pan or aklllet Add tomatoes and chopped onion, cover and cook slowly for 1 hour. Variation: Make as above omit ting tomatoes and onion. Add 1 cup of sour cream after meat i* browned and cook for 1 hour. Thick en the (our cream gravy with flour and water and *erve. A cut which you may not have used 1* lamb thanks, but I assure you they are simply delicious when braised. They'll be a good food dol lar stretcher for you this searfbn: Braised Lamb Shanks. (Serves 6) 6 lamb shanks 2 tablespoons lard Salt and pepper ' 1 cup celery 1 cup carrots, cut flne. If desired 1 cup green beans, cut flne, if desired Brown the lamb shanks in hot lard. Season with salt and pepper, j If you're using vegetables, place them in the bottom of the casserole and add a small amount of water. I Put in the lamb shanks. Cover and cook in a slow oven (300 degrees) 2 hours. Kidneys pre right up there among the top-notchers as a source for ribo flavin. preventer of nervous diges tive diseases. They're good broiled with bacon and good also In this de licious savory loaf: Kidney Loaf. (Serves 6) 1 pound of beef kidney 1 cup milk 8 slices bread Vi cup bacon drippings 3 slice* bacon 1 small can pimientoes Salt and pepper 3 tablespoons grated onion V4 teaspoon powdered sage. If desired Wash kidney in cold water. Drain well and grind, using internal fat. Pour milk over bread and soak. Combine all ingredients except ba con and mix thoroughly. Line bot tom of pan with uncooked slices of bacon, add meat mixture and pack firmly. Bake in a moderate oven (350 degrees) fpr Hi to 2 hours. What could be better than spare ribs with barbecue sauce as a tasty meat dish on a cold night? Bake | the gpareribs brown and crispy and brush them X with the sauce for ( a dish you'll long remember and enjoy looking at: Barbecued Spareribs. (Serves 6) S pounds spareribi Brown spareribs under broiler. Cover with the following sauce and bake about 2 hours in a covered pan in a slow (325 degrees) oven. Barbecne Sauce. 1 small onion chopped 2 tablespoons lard 2 tablespoons vinegar 2 tablespoons brown sugar 3 tablespoons lemon juice % cup catsup % cup water Salt and pepper 1 teaspoon paprika , Dash of ground cloves and cin namon Brown onion in lard and add re maining ingredient*. Brush over spareribs. (Released by Western Newspaper Union.) By VIRGINIA VALE (Released by Western Newspaper Union.) PERHAPS it's Shirley Tem ple's glowing health that inspired the British Ministry of Foods to ask Walt Disney for help. Studio experts say that in all the years that she was making pictures for 20th Century-Fox she never suf fered from the numerous ailments children usually have, and now that she's approaching 13 making sub-deb pic tures for Metro she's still the won der of the studios because she's so well. That means a lot in Holly wood, where a star'i Illness can be so expensive for a studio. Well. Shirley's diet has always in cluded plenty of vitamins and min erals. And ? Walt Disney has ere atea inree new cnaraciers? uocior Carrot, Clara Carrot and Carroty George, to be used in a drive to get the people of England to eat more carrots! *? - Young women workers in the na tion's Capitol are about to be glori fied on the screen; evidently the same idea hit several studios at once. Paramount's version of the life and times of the young ladies will be called "Washington Esca pade." Metro bought a story called "White House Girl," by Ruth Fin ney, wife of a newspaper man. * Every so often somebody has to screen Rex Beach's "The Spoilers." It was done in 1925 with William Farnum and Tom Sanchey staging the fist fight that made It Famous. Paramount did It In 1930 with Gary Cooper. Now Universal will make It once again ? this time with Ran dolph Scott and John Wayne in the he-man roles, and Marlene Dietrich as the heroine. Another re-make scheduled for the r.ear future is "Mrs. Wiggs of the Cabbage Patch," which was last made by Paramount, In 1934, with W. C. Fields, Pauline Lord and Vir ginia Weidler. This time little Caro lyn Lee will be the child lead. That won't be just gibberish that you hear the actors speaking in RKO's "Valley of the Sun"; it's really Apache. Producer Graham Baker hired Chief Chris Willowbird to make phonograph records in which each speech was spoken first in English, then in Apache. Then James Craig, Antonio Moreno, Tom Tyler and other members of the cast settled down to study the records. Elisabeth Bergner, one of the most famous European actrckses to work In Hollywood, has just com pleted the first of her films to be made. It's "Paris Calling," a story of the betrayal and fall of France. Miss Bergner's European pictures include "Catherine the Great," "Es cape Me Never," and "Dreaming Lips." She became famous as one of Europe's leading stage figures Ut-> fore she made pictures. The movies are an old story to Frances Robinson; at the age of four she played Lillian Gish as a Child in "Orphans of the Storm." More recently, she appeared in "Smiling Through." Now she's left pictures for the radio; she's the gid dy debutante in the air's version of the delightful "My Man Godfrey." A 19-year-old girl is in Alexandria, Va., getting background material for a murder trial. She's the daughter of Jane Crusinberry, who writes ra dio's "The Story of Mary Marlin," now in its eighth year. Mrs. Cru sinberry is a stickler for accuracy, and the dramatized trial takes place in Alexandria, so young Jane was sent off with a candid camera and a notebook to help her mother out. v * ODDS AND ENDS? Bob Hope ha, been away from home so much, making personal appearances, thai h e swears thai his children haven't the slightest idea who he is . . , Jean Arthur, Car) Grant and Ronald Colman will head the cast of Columbia's 'Mr. Twilight" . . . I'hiUipe de I-ocey, famous not su many years ago as a child star of the movies, is now producing commercial pictures for the March of Time com pany , , . Alice Fa ye will portray Helen Morgan in the picture based on the singer's life . . . Though they don't have night clubs in Iceland, Son/a Henie may be shown running one in her next Fox picture. ?7.- , I SHIRLEY TEMPLE Jewels and Beads Glitter on Dresses for Every Occasion By CHERIE NICHOLAS FLATTERING is the word for the ' charming dresses that are given a new loveliness with artful touches of gay embroidery and go glittering through the style parade with a wealth of nailheads, sequins, jew els and beadwork. Indeed, this ij a season when it is every woman's duty to look her prettiest in gowni designed to "do something for you." Now that sparkle for daytime frocks as well as evening gowns is the vogue the new fashions are playing up glitter for all it is worth. Every woman should yield to the call of black with a dash of color and the gleam of beadwork and jewels. A dress or suit of this de scription will prove your standby for almost every occasion. Pictured are several eye-appealing fashions selected from a collection of day time modes designed and displayed by the style creators of Chicago at a recent winter preview. The good looking black crepe tunic dress shown to the right emphasizes its molded shoulders and hipline by means of steel nailheads. Shown with it is a high and handsome hat of colorful feathers. You will make a well-dressed appearance in this dress wherever you go. To the left a dressier type spar kles with rhinestones. The slim fitted jacket has rhinestone pockets and is worn over a dress with a sheer yoke outlined in rhinestones. Speaking of sheer yokes, they are a new styling 'detail that is being worked in fascinating and versatile ways. The latest dresses have yokes of the sheerest black lace, and for extreme flattery designers are styling wools and crepes in black or browns or the new deep Smartly Styled Here is a perfect gown to wear under your winter coat It gives you color. It givei you chic. And this slick town dress .designed by Joseph Whitehead is ~ in the best American tradition of perfect work manship. It is of ravishlngly col ored striped wool with velveteen touches at neck and waist. The "pinch" beret has bright coq feathers. Like a Cape An English idea borrowed for our sport coats: Ribbon bands to slip your arms through when you just toss the coat over your shoulders, like a cape. ? ,> "black cherry" tonei with pastel chiffon yokes, some of which are beaded in matching colors, while others are joined to the dress top and the seaming is concealed under sequin bands and bordering. The figure seated In the center wears a dress of velvet trimmed with revers. There is a double peplum on the pert jacket. The dress is finished off at the neckline with a deep rhinestone necklace, and a glittering rhinestone buckle fastens the jacket Curly feathers cut out of black felt make the pompadour hat. which is graced with a floating veil. The dainty young lady in the back ground to the right is wearing a delectable gown which follows the new trend toward colorful beadwork on black. You can Set this model with light blue or dusty pink ac cents. Here is an apt illustration of the new trimming effect achieved with a bordering of embroidery out lining the seams of the sleeves, which have the new wide armholes. The midriff belt in matched bead work balances the color inserts. Very smart dresses are shown with all-round pleated skirts, the bodice top being of the long-torso, fitted type with an all-over sprinkling of beads or sequins or tiny gold nailheads. The spray of flowers worked in metal threads and beads is placed so as to take the place of the usual bodice clip or orna ment. Black - jet beaded sweaters of the middy type are also in smart fashion. (Relessed by Western Newspaper Union. ) Wear a Scarf or Shawl t Over Your Formal Gown As ar avenue (or expression In romance and feminine allure, there U no accessory that surpasses the witchery of a picturesque scarf or dainty shawl. That Is, perhaps, the reason for the preference this sea son for flattering scarf or lacy shawl instead of a bolero or jacket to wear with evening clothes. This new acceptance of evening shoulder covering is Airther noted in the cape let shawls of self fabric, or long tulle scarfs matched to the dress. The vogue also accounts for the ap pearance of ostrich neck ruffs in the formal evening picture. 'Down in Back' Hems Herald Ne tv Silhouette In the very newest sophisticated dresses something happens to hem lines that give skirts an entirely new aspect. That "something" i? that hemlines are made to plunge down in the back achieving a most graceful, pleasing new silhouette. For the most part the new "lines" ar* seen in slim black dresses tor smart afterfioon wear, and In nar row, seductive evening skirts. In the formal skirts the narrowness it relieved by a slit at the side that reveals your beautiful evening slip pers. Handkerchiefs ? Fur fashions lead the way W. novelty handkerchiefs with 22-inch chiffon squares bordered with gen uine ermine. "Naughty Nineties" handkerchiefs are reminiscent of the era when every taffeta dress was the background for a big, bold cab bage rose. Brilliant color* and effusive floral patterning* an* f** tured In this group.