3B ARTS & ENTERTAINMENT/The Charlotte Post Thursday, April 4,1996 Fulwood tackles black and middle-class SAM FULWOOD I By Jeri Young ' THE CHARLOTTE POST Sam Fulwood III knew call ing myself an "angry black man" would cause problems. In his new book, “Waking from the Dream: My Life in the Black Middle Class,” Fulwood seeks to understand the source of his frustrations and those of thousands like him - the African American success stories. Fulwood's book, like the author himself, is intensive and thoughtful. Written after Fulwood's stint at the Baltimore Sun's South African Bureau, it begins in Charlotte, with Fulwood's initiation into integration and ends with his reflections on how integration affected his thinking. Fulwood will be in Charlotte Wednesday at the Barnes & Noble on Independence to dis cuss “Waking from the Dream: My Life in the Black Middle Class.” Fulwood remembers a Charlotte that most would want forgotten, a Charlotte fighting to integrate quietly. Images of Birmingham and Montgomery were burned into the minds of Charlotte leaders who sought to make integra tion as swift and painless as possible to preserve Charlotte's image as an up- and-coming financial and cul tural center. A ninth-grader when court ordered busing was enforced in Charlotte, Fulwood was sent to McClintock Junior High seeing for the first time whites and blacks from differ ent social classes. Integration, in spite of its problems was positive for Fulwood in that it allowed him opportunities that had long denied blacks, but it also had its drawbacks. "Integration is a an ongoing experiment...we should not give up on it," said Fulwood. "We simply do not have the stomach to really try." Fulwood, categorizes his experiences as "positive" over all but it marked the begin ning of what he calls his major defense mechanisms for coping with a world where he would have to make all of the advances for change. "I, like many other blacks developed wbat I call an 'isola tionist courage,"' says Fulwood, explaining his ^neli- ness, even in a room full of people. "I was always cau tious...not really ever develop ing any real friendships with my colleagues." Fulwood believes that many African Americans develop the same strategy for coping with the pressures of functioning in society that largely accepts them only on the surface. Society has integrated to a degree, but whites have failed to share power and make the workplace less hostile. Faced with subtle racism, blacks become easily frustrated and home becomes a refuge. "African Americans’ move into insulated communities where home is comfortable, because work is not,” Fulwood said. “We (African Americans) are not there, so we move to all Book shows black man’s plight Continued From IB Fulwood has led a rich and varied life and conveys it. He never glorifies his accomplish ments, instead concentrating on what effect mainstream success has had on his life. Fulwood is caught between two worlds, as are many African Americans who grow up in the middle class. “Waking from the Dream: My Life in the Black Middle Class” delves into the psyche of a misunderstood and mis represented group, African Americans. The book is bold, searching and guaranteed to make the reader think, both about what it is to African American and the high price of success. Fulwood holds nothing back and often expresses his own confusion about his role in society as a black male profes sional. He also explores bis own male/female relationships from his first high school love through his marriage to Cynthia Bell, a Columbia native and alumna of Johnson C. Smith University. From beginning to end. Waking from the Dream is thought provoking and real. Fulwood III will be in Charlotte on April 10, 1996 at Barnes and Noble to discuss his work. 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Although many have achieved financial success, there the cost has been high. There is a frustration that borders on sadness that in spite all of the successes, blacks still are not viewed as equals. Fulwood believes that the "horrendous" failing of inte gration is that it did not include whites in every major integration "project" meant that blacks were integrating white establishments. Whites, as constructors of the system, never had to take any major steps in integration. The onus was exclusively on African Americans which means that blacks are at fault for the fail ure and success of it. Also at fault is the media and its portrayal of the black expe rience. "The media has corroded racial relations, and reduced blacks to card board cut-outs," said Fulwood. "I wrote my book to show another experi ence and allow for commisera tion for other blacks wbo feel the same since of frustration and segregation." 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