UNLIKE a famous Swed ish star l don t want to be alone, out 1 do want to go awa\ and transportation and snarling Euro' pean nations willing I m going as fat away trom Hollywood as 1 can get l m tired physically and mentally ann oemg tirea 1 want to rest Not oeing the sort of person who can rest oy lolling on a shiny Hieach oi by soaking myself in the medicated waters of some celebrated spa perhaps my idea of a noliday won't iibe with that of most people Resting to me means a radical chang* ot scene traveling to the fai places of the earth seeing different people talking different languages, filling my eyes with new sights and my head with new ideas As a mattei of fact, my contempiatea rest will not classify under the head of a vacation at all It may become a permanent absence from pictures and from the stage—l don't knbw LL I'm certain of is that for the time being Mrs Mum and 1 are going to shelve all responsibilities, see new people make new friends for get everything we've been doing for more years than we can remember off hand I'm going to take my long-neglecteo fiddle with me and in peace and quiet perhaps resume the serious study ol music which constantly increasing de mands upon my time before the cameras has interrupted This isn t going to oe a vacation ot any definite duration; it may last two months, it may last two years Perhaps it wilt never end 1 honestly don’t know When I complete my current Warner Bros production ‘The Life of Emile Zola " I’ll be just one step away from the goal Mrs Muni and I have had in our minds for some time I’ll have con tractual obligations for just one more picture which probably will start in September and when that is finished my future will be entirely my own Anyone who ever has had a vacation knows the acute pangs that come when you begin to count the days until you have to be back on the job It usually spoils the last half of your holiday just thinking about it 13 EING what mighi be called a spasmodic worker—making only a certain number of pictures a year —my vacations have been a lot longer-' than most working people get. but re gardless of how long a time I've had oft I've always returned disgruntled and dissatisfied because so m • definite ODligation forced me to be in New York or Holly wood on a certain day That's why, at long last to crib a phrase—l’m refus ing to listen to any tain about new contracts. I want to be free to go away and stay until I’m sick of it or, if I like it better, to stay away permanently. I'm not going away be cause I'm sore at Hollywood, at working conditions or for any other reason than that I'm tired of working and being tied down. Hollywood has treated me well; I’d be an ingrate to say otherwise. It has given me everything that any reason able person can possibly want. Perhaps it’s given me too much. I don't know. Maybe if I hadn’t succeeded so quickly and had had to fight longer for recognition and security, the old zest for achievement would keep driving me on. I don’t mean to convey the impression that I’ve had an easy time of it, for I haven't When I first came to Holly wood in 1929, I made “The Valiant, which 1 liked very much, although it wasn’t a box office success. Then 1 made a little thing called “Seven Faces,’’ which undoubtedly was the worst thing I ever did. In fact, when I got a good look at it in the projection room, I tucked my tail between my legs, tore up my contract and bade goodby forever to 81mi v I thought then I'o never~make another picture, and that I’d confine all my future activity to the stage - ■ " , jß|. .iB m Pgpi; . '■ -• WMii wmm JB|BJpr filfc m |nra«||l Hwi.: & : Pll. f If 1l)lwe ® y'Paiilllliuu 1 Wm f ***** * B 'Jiff*. '"Sap y-y-fffe:/ -- V ‘ •' P , P Me B WlMwm , ragggggH PPP*J|al 1L f|p II ys ■ & '1 Bra 1 ? i •4! I j % W # J? ,J3k ' * w %. / /y fa 9 Pqul Muni’s versatility is shown in this character portrait i4s the humanitarian in Warner Bros.’ “Lite of Emile Zola But after nearly three years "Scarface" was waved in my face and l thought I'd take one more whirl at the movies to see if I really was so bad or if the stories 1 had done had something to do with my in conspicuous success. “Scar face” was a powerful story, one that had great possibil ities. something 1 could really get my teeth into. Its success was extremely grati fying and quite surprising to me. It convinced me tnat 1 must have strong stories, and when Warner Bros, showed me 1 Am a Fugitive from a Chain Gang," I was easily tured into agreeing to do it. With my agreement went a promise to a certain number of other pictures, provided 1 approved the story material. This is the agreement that is just com ing to an end, and one that has left me very tired To people who are familiar with the theatrica. profes sion only from the audience, viewpoint, it may sound silly to say that we actors work hard. Maybe some don't Some people are naturally facile and they accomplish miracles without apparent effort. I envy them, because I’ve always had to plug Long ago David Warfield told me that the only way an actor can really get into a part is to practice a kind *f self-hypnosis lam inclined to agree with him Before i start a picture and after 1 finish it 1 am naturally anxious that it be a success with the public, that the audiences like it and like me in it But while the picture is in the making, while I am playing the part I have no time and no energy to think or worry about such things I am too OU3y thinking and worrying about the char acter l am playing The result is that » use up an enor mous supply of nervous energy during the weeks a picture is in production I come out of it tired and cross and vow ing 1 will never undertake such hard work again l N the last year and & half I've made four pictures count ing "Zola" which is just about finished. Every one of them has been hard work, requiring terrific concentration and grinding application First there was The Story of l,ouis Pasteur " which took nearly every ounce of energy 1 possessed to portray in the manner I thought it deserved With but a brief breathing spell 1 went into The Good Earth" which in addition to being a difficult role, had the added strain of being a world-wide best seller You can’t deal lightly with a master piece that millions of people have read and acclaimed, and while that very fact acted as a spur t- greater efforts it also built up a responsibility complex that gave us many sleepless nights With scarcely a pause. I next did The Woman I Love." and from that went into "The Life of Emile Zola.” one of the most difficult roles I’ve ever tackled. Zola was a great humanitarian as well as one ot Frances most re nowned novelists, and a character so complex that my preparatory studies nad to be very complete to make him understandable P ERHAPS it is the succession of hard roles that has dim med a bit the zest of creating on the screen, perhaps the criticism of Zola once voiced by the famous artist. Paul Cezanne, fits me. He said: "Success and soft living are not good for an artist; otherwise he becomes fat and stodgy and complacent." , At any rate. I'm going away and probably after a short time my Utopia will turn a bit sour and I’ll be perfectly miserable and come dusting back to Hollywood. You know they say no actor ever voluntarily quits, but when and if I do come back, it will be with the satis faction of having, for once in my life, been absolutely free.