not foili my cleax idM in Boaton and Camkridga, and avary
taiatloBt tMa Divloa time my taaohar and I stopped over
and materiai morM. t lost in St^aahinftoa on onr way to or fram
H
1
■may timaa tn shadows and
Whndannc back and
the licht which was
«s im^bUy reasaurinc and the chaos
SKd4iaii3tass of nature that saemod so
Vaal as not to be gainsaid. One day
I waa made radiantly happy and
hroui^t nearer tb a sense of God
**I sratched** an. exquisite but-
, just out of its cocoon, drying
sHags in the sun. -and a^rward
Mt it fluttering over a bmich of.trail-
l||i iu^utus. Someone told me bow
i&clent Egyptians had looked
Ihe butterfly as an emblem of
rtality. I was delighted. It
to me as it shoukl be, that
Vaeh beautiful forma of life should
ive in them a lesson al^out things
more lovely. Nevertheless, the
Imme bun-ssw continued to worry mo
iaatil one day a sudden flash of intui
tion reevaled an infinite wonder to
I had been sitting quietly In the
library for half an hour. I tumad
-to my- teacher and said, “Such a
attmnge thing has happened! I have
been far away all this time, and 1
haven't left the room.” “What do you
mean, Helen?” she asked, surprised.
-Why,” I cried, “I have been in
-Athem.” Scarcely were the words
•ot ot my mouth when a bright,
atmacing realization ceemed to catch
ay mind and set it ablaze. I per
ceived the realneas of my sonl 'and
its ahesr independence of all condl-
tiotts of place and body. It was clsar
to me that it was broause I was a
qiirit that I had so-vividly “seen” and
Mt • place thousands of miles away.
Space was nothing', to spirit I In that
■MW consciousness shone the Presence
U Oed. Himself a Spirit everywhere
at onoe, the Creator dwelling in all
the universe simultaneously. The
fact that my little soul could reach
•ut over continents and seas to
Greece, despite a blind, deaf, and
stumbling body, sent another exulting
amotion rushing over me. 1 had
broken through my limitations and
Connd in touch an eye. I could read
|tha Gwoghts of wise men—thoughts
xwUdi .had for ages survived their
Soovtal life, and could possess them
part of myself.. If this were true,
bow much more could God, the un-
dreoinscribed Spirit, cancel the harms
af nature — accident, pain, destruc
tion, and reach out to his children.
I Psafness and blindness, then, were of
real account. They were to be
talsgated to the outer circle of my
lift. Of course 1 did not sense any
an^ process with my child mind; but
t did know that I, the real I, could
|aava the library and visUTsny place
f wanted to, identally, I was
liappy. That was the 'li^le, seed
Crm which' grew my interest-4a
tnal subjects.
I was not at that time especially
aartinslsiitlc about the Bible stories,
axerpt the story of the gentle Nazar-
ans. The accounts of creation and the
dMving out of Adam and Eve irom
fidan for eating a particular fruit,
dim Flood and all the wrath and ven-
Eaani'o of the Lord seemed to me very
jJaiilar to the Greek and Roman
I bad read—and there were
few gods and goddesses I could
my southern home, we had delight
ful trips with him.
After my teacher and I settled
down in Wrentham, Maae., he spent
six weeks with us every summer un
til the year before he died. He loved
to take me out walking early in tha
morning while the dew lay upon grasa
and tree and the air was Joyous with
birdsongs. Ws wandered through
atill woods, fragrant meadows, past
the picturesque stone walls of Wten-
tham, and always hs brought me
closer to the beauty and the deep
meaning of Nature. As hs talked, the
great world shone for me in the glory
of immortality. He stimulated in me
the love of Nature that ia so pre
cious a part of the music in my silence
and the light in my darkness. It is
sweet as I write to recall the flowers
and the laughing brooks and the shin
ing, balmy moments of stillness in
which we had joy together. Each day
I beheld through his eyes s new and
charming landscape, “wrapped In
exquisite showers” of fancy and
spbntual beauty. We would often
pause that I might feel the swaying
of the trees, the bending of the flow
ers, and the waving of the com, and
he would say, “the wind that puts all
this life into Nature is a marvelous
symbol of the spirit of God.”
On my fourteenth birthday he pre
sented me with a gold watch he had
worn for more than thirty years, and
1 have never been separated from it
since, except one time when it was
sent to Switzerland for some parts
that were worn out Curiously enough,
H was not made for the blind in th*
first place. It once belonged to s
German ambassador who had it fixed
so that he could keep important ap
pointments exactly. He waa obliged
to call upon a high dignitary of th»
Kaiser,- and it was not etiquette to
look at the watch, nor was it eti
quette to stay too long. So the Am
bassador went to a jeweler and gave
him instructions about making the
watch so that, be could elip his baud
into his pocdttjj^itnd “feel” the time.
It has a face, and a gpld
hand on the :baiakj which is conneebil^
with minute hand, and goes wi^'
iras never old to sm, and I was rmiHt
daaf and blind to hisn. . Hs spellsd
with dUReulty on his fingers, a^ hs
was so hard of hsarlng I had oftoa
to rspSat a sentones six tlmss with
my Imperfset speseh before hs could
understand ms. But our love covered
a multitude of dlfflcultles, and our
intotcourse was always worth every
effort it cost us.
As we talked thus, Mr. Hits came
to rsaliM folly my hunger for Utera>
tuzs I could read on subjects ttiat .
especially interested ms. ^ himself
had grown deaf, and that snablsd
him to see the distorted angle of my
thoughts with regard to the world of
my senses. He told me that if I would
only try to put myself in the place
of those with sight and hsarlng and
divine their impressions of things,
they could unite their senses with
mine more and mors and thus won
derfully increase my enjoyment of the
outer world. He showed me how I /
could And a key to their life, and
give them a chance to explore my own
with understanding. He put into my
h a n'd s a copy of Swedenborg’s
“Heaven and Hell” in raised letters^
He said he knew I would not imdeA .
stand much of It at first, but It was
fine exercise for my mind, and would
satisfy me with a likeness of a God
as lovable as the one in my heart. He
told me always to remember that It
is easier to see what is good than
what is true in a difficult book. For,
as Swedenborg put it, “Good ie like
a little fiame which gives light, and
causes man to see, perceive, and be
lieve.”
When I began “Heaven and Hell“
I was as little aware of the new joy
coming Into my life as I haiT been
years before when I stood on the
piaxza steps awaiting my teacher.
Impelled only by the curiosity of a
young girl who loves to read, I
opened that big book, and lo, my fin
gers lighted npon a paragraph in the
preface about a blind woman whose
darkness was Illumined with beauti
ful truths from Swedenborg’s writ
ings. She believed that they Im
parted a light to her mind which
more than* compensated her for the
’toss of earthly light. She never
tonbted that there was a spiritual
tfwths have heat to my faculties what
‘ color, aixi music are to the eye
car. They have lifted my wlst-
ifiil longing for a fuUer sense-life into
a vivid consclouBaew ot the complete
being within me. Each day comes to
me wkh both hands full of poseiblli-
tlee, and in Its brief course I discern
all the verities and realitiss of my
existence, the bliss of growth, the
glory of actioa, the spirit of beauty.
To be continued.
Nitrogen Is Big
Factor in Better-
Yields of Cotton
it and stops with it. There are alpo } body within the material one with
Qiriui disappointed not to find in
"tlw Bible Gtat my good aunt held up
to me as a Divine Book, a likeness of
toa Being whose face shone so benign,
bMi!^al, and radiant in my heart
told me tales out of the Apoca-
lirpae, apd still I felt a void I could
pM axplain. What could I see in a
Vnu batwsen God and dragons and
iMgaad beasts? How could I asso-
el^ the eternal torture of those cast
tilito the lake of fire with the God
> .Christ declared to be love?
I wondered, should one particu-
of God be described with
Sts of gold and walls of pre-
ktones when heaven must be full
ling else just as magnifi-
ouxtains, fields, oceans, and
sw fruitful earth, restful to
^^1 feet? The touching story of
, ’.^dhriet, comforting the sorrowful,
~ IsiieFiiif the sick; giving new ligdit to
blind and speech to mute lips
v;-' (girred me to the depths; but how
* worship three persons—the
^^atfaer, the Son, and the Holy Ghost?
tHrii that not the sort of false wor-
ii,iriitr wo terribly punished in Old Testa-
"pent days?
Sueb were the bewildered, dissatis-
thoughts on the Bible which
‘ |m**esBid my mind when tfiere came
loto my life one of the friends I
Ipved most, Mr. John Hitz, who had
4to a long period held the position at
H|Mwllington of Consul-General for
^sritierldnd iii this Country. After-
Ijiflrd he was superintendent of the
Tolta Bureau in Washington, which
3ell founded with the Volta
fTlUz* money he received for invent-
thc telephone. This bureau was
isbed for the purpose of collect-
'and distributing information
thej deaf, and publishing a
their 'oehalf. The Annals
If, which ia now called Tks
"ilr. Hits first in 1893, when
about thirteen years old, and
the beginning of an affec-
I and heantif ul friendship which
among the dearest memories
Ufa. He was always deeply
in all I did—my studies,
j«^ and dreams, my
i tbrough college and my work
l^ldiad. He waa one of the few
' ton?i^*ciated my teacher add
aignifleanea of her work
''to mo, hut to all the world.
Wra teatimony to hla af-
her and faia underntand-
aha waa to me—a light
lU Ikttai to afm
gold points around the rim of the
watch which indicate the hours. I
wear it always against my heart, and'
it ticks for me as faithfully as my
friend himself worked for me and
loved me. He whose love it keep*
ever be.ore me has been gone nearl7
twenty years, but I have the sweet
consciousness that each tick is bring
ing me nearer and i)earer to him.
Truly a treasure above price, link
ing time and eternity I
Mr. Hitz and I oorresponded for
many years. He learned the Braill*
system so that I could read myself hia
long and frequent letters. These let
ters are a record of spiritual kinship
which it comforts me to read over
when I long for the touch of his hand
and the wise, inspiring words with
which he encouraged me in my tasks.
Hia first and last t^9Ught was to les
sen tl^e obstacles I encountered. He
quickly perceived my hanger for
^oks I could read on subjects that
particularly interested me, and how-
limited were the embossed books
within my reach. For eight years he
devoted a part of each day to copy
ing whatever he thought would give
me pleasure—stories, biographies of
great men, poetry, and studies of
Nature. When, after reading
“Heaven and Hell," I axpreased a
wish to know more of Swedenborg’s
writings, he laboriously compiled
books of explanations and extracts to-
facilitate my reading. All this he ac
complished in addition to his duties as
superintendent of the Volta Bureau
and his extensive correspondence I In.
his letters he often referred to “the
quiet morning hours before breakfast
perfect sonsee, and that after a few
dark years the eyes within her eyes
would open to a world infinitely more
T^derful, complete, and satisfying
toan this. My heart gave a joyous
bound. Here was a faith that em
phasized what I feh BO keenly—the
zeparateness between zoul and body,
between a realm I could picture as a
whole and the chaos of fragmentary
things and irrational eontingenciei
which my limited physical senses met
at every turn. I let myself go, ai
healthy, happy youth will, an^ trtod
to possle out the tong ’toi^rds and the
weighty thoughts of the Slw^^ sage.
Somehow 1 sensed the
whom I loved as the CM.ohd Only. .
and I wanted to nnderetand more. The
words Love and Wisdom seemed to
icareee my fingers from paragraph to
iparagraphj and these two words re- '
’leased in me new forces to stimulate
my somewhat indolent nature and.
urge me forward evermore. I came
iback to the book from time to time,
ipicking up a line here and a line
’there, “precept upon precept,” one
(glimpse then another of the Divine
Word hidden under the clouds of
literal statement. As I realized the
^meaning of what I read, my soul
seemed to expand and gain confidence
lamld the difficulties which beset me.
'The descriptions of the other world
bore me far, far over measureless
iregloni bathed in superhuman beauty
-and strangeness, where angels’ robes
flash, where great lives and creative
minds cast a splendor upon darkest
circumstances, where events and
mighty combats sweep by endlessly,
A number ot tests conducted by
Soothern experiment etations clearly
show the importance of nitrogen in
lertlllzing cotton. At the South Caro
lina and Alabama Stations, for exam
ple, experiments have shown that the
; increased yields of cotton obtained
by increasing the amount ot nitrogen
in a fertilizer were much greater
than where Increased amounts of
either phosphoric acid or potash were
applied.
Nitrogen must be relied upon tor
increasing yields per acre, and when'
an insufficient amount is furnished In
the fertilzer applied at planting it Is
obvious that side dressings must be
made to insure the profitable produc
tion of the crop which is obtained
throngb high yields per acre. Side
dressings of nitrate ot soda are Im
portent for furnishing this nitrogen
because the average mixeij fertilizer
applied at planting ia out of propor
tion as regards the percentage of ni
trogen.
Home mixing of fertilizers is in
creasing In popularity. By buying his
nitrate of soda, acid phosphate ^nd
potash and mixing his own fertilizer,
the farmer is absolutely sure ot the
materials he is using, knows that he
is getting the best and generally saves
a nice sum of money. Where home
mixing is followed It is often advls
able to put only a part ot the nitrate
of soda under the crop and the re
mainder as a side dressing after chop
ping.
(■>
BETTER WAGES FROM
BETTER MILKERS
COWS LIKE THIS PAY HlGHW/mS
300la
OF BUTTER f»T
A YEAR
COWS UKE THIS pay LOWWfGBS
ISO LB.
OF BUTHR Bvr
A YEAR
' SIAW-WOtSUtS (ViBICUI.lU«*t fOUWOATIilW
By following certain well-detined
rules, any farmer can obtain good
wages‘'for taking care of milk cows,
edys the Sears Roebuck Agricultural
Foundation. Failure to adopt the
practices laid down by,these rules will
cause the farmer to work for very low
wages and possibly nothing.
Records covering -21 farms In one
tounty, gathered by the Minnesota
where the night Is lit to eternal day OoRege of Agriculture, showed that
Many friends have done wonderful
things for me, but nothing like Mr..
Hitz’s untiring effort to share with
me the inner sunshine and peae*
which filled his silent years. Baoh.
year I was drawn closer to him, and.
he wrote to me more constantly a*
the days passed. Then came a great
sorrow—separation from the friend t
loved best next to mv teacher. 1 had
been visiting my mother, and waa
on my way back to Wrentham. As
usual, I stopped in Washington, and'
Mr. Hitz came to the train to meet
me. He was full of Joy as he em
braced me, saying how impatiently ha
had awaited my coming. Then, as ha
was leading me from the train, ha
had a sudden attack of heart trouble,
and passed away. Just before the end
he took my hand, and I still feel hi*
pressure when I think of that dark
time. I could not have borne the loa*
of such an intimate and tender
friend if I had thought he was indeed
dead. But his noble philosophy and
certainty of the life to come braced
me with an unwavering faith that w»
should meet again In a world happier
and more beautiful than anything of
my dreaming. With me remains al
ways the helpful memory of his rare
personality.
He was a man of lefty character,
• man of rich spiritual gifts. His
heart was pure and warm, full of
ehlldlike faith in the best he saw In
his fellow-creatures, and he was al
ways doing for other faeple eome-
thing lovely and dear. In all hi*
ways he kept the Oemmandmeut,
“Love thy neighbor as thyself." At
ei^ty years of age he had the heart
of an evergreen, and Us InaxhaustfU*
power of enjoyment **ltftod hht far
above the average of humanity. He
gem slued young with thu yeuuf. B*
and women of nobler mould past la
majestic procetelon. For the firsl
time immortality put on intelligibility
for me, and earth wore new curvet el
ilovelinesa and significance. I WM
glad to discover that the City of God
‘was not a stupid affair of glass
streets and sapphire walls, but a sys
tematic treasury of wise, helpful
'thoughts and noble influences. Grad
ually I came to see that 1 could use
'the Bible, which had so baffled me, as
I an instrument for digging out pre
cious truths, just as I could use my
hindered, halting body for the Ugh
behests of my spirit.
I had been told by narrow people
that all who were not Christiana
would be punished, and naturally my
soul revolted, since I knew of wonder
ful men who had lived and died for
truth as they saw it in the pagan
lands. But in “Heaven and Hell” I
found that “Jesus” stands for Divine
Good, Good wrought into -deeds, and
"Christ” Divine Truth, sending forth
now thought, new life and joy into
the mliida of ment tlmrefore ne one
who beUaves in and lives right
Is ever eondemnod. So I grew to
womanhood, and as unaccontsbly as
-Conrad found In English the lan
guage of Us eholeo, I took more and
more to the New Church dootrinea as
my religion. No oao oneouragedt me
in this dioiee, and I cannot explain
it any sMre than anyone else. I can
only say that the Word of God freed
Ifrom the blots and stains of barbarous
ersods has been at once tha joy and
good of my Ills, wonderfully linked
toifh mv growing appreciation of my
tsaehere work and my own responii-
MMes of Borvlas, hoars of struggle
stnd soUtuds, hoars of doapsat Joy,
Ibaihh tro^ faosd sauarely and hi^
^rwua held daflgar Ibm tte plsasairt
since the farms were all In the same
locality and bad the same market, this
Variation must be attributed to dif-
lerences in the methods employed.
The prlnc.toal rules by which to ob
tain good wages for milking cows, as
shown by the actual experieuce of
many farmers, are as follow.s:
1. Kec)) (-ow^ sired by pure-bred
bulls (tf higli producing ancestry.
2. Weed out the poor prudueers, as
Indicated by the amount of milk pro
duced, the butter fat test, and feed
record.
8. Take measures to control disease
and eliminate losses from tubercu
losis, abortion, garget, etc.
4. Feed rations which are ade
quate with respect to protein, succu
lence and variety, and vary the quan
tity in proportion to productiou-
6. Supply ample pastures through
out the season.
A. Keep the expense for bams and
tqulpment on a reasonable basis.
One of the most Important factors
in determining the wages received for
pillklng cows is the rate of production
per cow. An average production oi
800 pounds of butter fat Is a reason
able goal. In some fluid milk districts,
It has been found that dairymen
whose cows produce less than 9,000
pounds a year stood little chance
making a profit. A farmer who keeps
average cows producing only 140 to
IflS pounds of butter fat a year can
not expect to receive good wages fot
taking care of them.
Tammany Costs Respect
Resigning from leadership of Tam
many Hall, Lewis Nixon asserted that
he could no longer remain as leader
and ratal* bis self rsspact.
. O. W. Has Great Faith
tare of North Carolina
> f ■
I?" '
ii-.-e c -DOO.OOO in bonds being handled by employees of the
Woed .-'-n of tre Wo^ld. VV. A. Fraser, Sovereign Commander, is stand-
ir j vvldi cheaf of bonds .n his hands. $13,769,000.00 of those bonds repre-
srrrt ivortii Carolina ir, .-sstments. The employees are clipping the •eml-
aii.-'.us! ci.v’i-. ..d coupons, ' . '
f /-i-tI HAT 'lie AVoociraeu of the
/-T-rj H.-. r
^ AVcrld
Id
Life Iiisiu-ant-e Assoc-
l>as faith ill Hoke
Cor.Dty- in evidenced by tlie
fact that O. W. has $73,500.00
inve.sted in municipal bonds of this
county, according to a statement
today b;\' V.'. A. Fraser. Sovereign
(,'.;,;a.-nauder of liie Woodmen of the
Wuria .’ind Fresident of the Globe
Life Insurance Company.
"The Ct'oiidmen of the ^^’orld has
great faith in the future of this
state,” said Mr. Fraser.
Sovereign Commander Fraser
also announced that the Woodmen
of the World Life Insurance Assoc
iation now has $13,769,000.00 invest
ed in municipal bonds in the state
of North Carolina.
“Our funds are used to help the
development of the various parts of
the United States where Woodmen
of the World members are located,”
said Mr. Fraser. “We are glad in
having the opportunity to aid the
vaHous counties and states In build
ing roads, school houses, court
houses, street improvements and
other municipal enterprises.”
“Not enough pepple In America
realize the importance ot modern
and up-to-date school houses and
modern mqtboda of education. San
itary and modern school houses
tend toward ifiakiug both teachers
and school pupils more conteoted
and, therefore, more efficient. Good
school houses with their sanitary
conveniences, proper, lighting and
ventilation enable school teachers
to do better work, and nothing is
more Important than education of
our children—the future citizens of
tomorrow.”
Mr. Fraser said the factors enter
ing into security of their Invest
ments are based foremost on the
community’s financial responsibil
ity, both present and potential. But
in addition, however, ho said the
Investment Committee was also
guided by good faith of and confi
dence In the municipality issuing
such bonds.
“Great assurance of good faith is
given to the Committee ia the
simple statement that American
Municipalities of any importance do
not default in the principal or Iif
terest of any of their obligations,"
said Mr. Fraser.
During the thirty-seven years ex
istence of W. O. W., the association
has been very careful In tha dis
position of its funds for invest
ments. The company, ne^tr 'has
$88,000,000 invested In mu^citol
bonds. During its twenty-seven
years, W. O. W. has handled 'more
than $120,000,000 of tntoftiBidnts
without losing a cent of principal
or ■interest.
; Happmess and Comfort to '
Dependent North Carolina Familiet
Val-2 ci Life Insurance
By W. A. Fraser
* *, :)
t.ife irisurauce has saved
ni.t,.y i. irdiics irom going to
tha ijoo.house.
:{J * 4i
Life insurance has made it
nosoi'ij'e for childixn to con-
tbiiie v-ith their education.
• ( 4 *
Life insurance has elimin-,
ated misery; has kept the
welt 'trom the door of widows
and ciphans; has brougiit
comfcit i> old age.
Y 4 * *
It is a dawn of hope that
v.'iil rsvcn! itself when days
of * t CvV ficive v;orne.
A -
rw .’l. id.GFK story oE the
r.’'"' ': tiiai hai b.;en elimiii-
;'i!.l me ahd
f ,.y.-r 1110.1 liiis bi'cll
, jAiud-i of North C'aru-
y ■ .■c'.-iiT-,’.-! were
; ■ ( ;■ ii’.,'. t'.'OOilUl’, n of t)ic
-■■.'•ly prnpbaeiJ'i’d .hv
i:’mnil'.d I’.y \\'. A. Frasc’i-,
';u'’"''''udci' cl the Wood
'1
■M.
,md(
I
t
li.i
1
Fraser's
t'..,' Woodmen
.re associa-
jjii ill death
i r,i sL’.le .since
V.'orl '. started
111 IS;';;.
V,;"It tiicse niillion.s
r? — '-nin. 'u ii;3uranee br-neflta
•’, o : ;o li;.I'.ir.tilica whoso
V, ! iptclied away
, 1 I i 1:;. ir i'e"u’.;’;r in-
, i; : " :uiid ;.;r.Ve!'eiyn
■ iiaan.; r i ;;,.r. "Oae does not
iv ‘ lo sireteh his imagination to
;• ..lire v.IilI this money has done
I .• .he wi'hi -, and the orphans of
ilie I'. r.’ilic::' of this state. If these
I ■ a ! v.Tmit;. .t had not bees Insured,
t.iiii!: o the great misery which
would lu’.ve come into the lives of
th.-' wives and children through no
fault of their own. Just a little
thoughtiuln. ss on the part of the
fa'.h;. rs and husbands of these
I'aiW i'.'s brourht untold hsppinosp,
gave the children a chance for an
education, kept, many families out
of oryhan asylums and poorhouses
and in this way s.:ved the taxpayers
be state thousands of dollars.
W. A. Frstsr
bring this happiness to these many
thousands of families of this state.
"The marvelous record of th*'
Woodmen of the World can b*
(raced greatly to the loyalty and
mini?iasfic support given us by
I he people of this state. We enjoy
doing business here and we hopti
1 sse will always be able to play aU;
! important part in bringing happ(-i
! ness and future security to the'
I families of this state who suffer th*
I loss of their bread winners.” '
“The maintenance of the War
Meniori"! hospital at San Antonie,
...
II one of the great serviced
by the Woodmen of thq,
of
lir Wi.'cdmen of the World has
been glad to pay these claims and
Texas
perform
World. Patients are cared for free;
of charge in an institution that;
eoataliis every possible means oft
reuew.iug the health of our mem»!
bers. Of the 3,000 patients that
have been cared for a majority
have I been returned to their homaa
cured, and in a position to bcoouia
useful citizens of the natlonwld*
communltiea in which they live.” j
Mr. '.Fraser announced that tha
Woodmen of the World is 108%
solvent and now has $891000,000 In!
municipal bond holdings in its,;
reserve. A large portion of thesa
bonds have been invested in thia
state, thus aiding In th* building ot
the state’s roads, schools, and vail^
ous public improvements.
“The Woodmen of th# WorU la
now ths richest frktenuU't Ilf* In
surance association .in th* wwld,”
said Mr. Frasar,
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